While traveling I'm listening to the audio book "Women Food and God". Something in the book got me thinking about my tendency to either try to earn love & acceptance by 'good behavior' (aka dieting/eating healthy) or to test the love by destructive behavior (aka bingeing) to prove I'm unworthy.
So I started praying aloud that God would remind me of how much He loved me (regardless of what i look like)and that I would recognize it when He did.
So there I was less than an hour from home, a steady drizzle has kept my wipers on slow delay when I realize its stopped and the sun is shining. "Hey God you gave me sunshine to travel in you sure answered prayer fast."
As I dig out my sunglasses my disc ends and I pop it out of the player to hear the song "Your love is amazing, steady and unchanging..." WOW
No rain the rest of the trip even though I saw a lot of puddles the sun kept shining right up until the last 30 minute and then it stayed dry and God gave my another sign of His love.
